Fffffuuuuuuuuck *cries*

Well, chalk up another loss to my relationship . . . thing. Big #3 here. Whoo! *pathetic farse breakes down and sobbing commences* Why? Why does this keep happening to me? I try to love, I try to actually have something LAST, but it never works. Every single motherfucking time I try to have a good, lasting relationship I always end up failing. One of us loses intrest and it ends. WTF?!?! And I'm not ONLY talking about a girlfriend/boyfriend thing here. I mean friendships too! So far, I only have 1 lasting friendship. like, most people I meet are kinda friendly, but then I just end up forgetting about them. And I hate it when that happens. I REALLY want to be able to stay in a relationship for longer then 2 weeks. Yep, thats my record. 2 motherfuckin' weeks. That really sucks. A WHOLE lot. Fuck, I'm repeating myself a lot aren't I? I'm just gonna end it here while I still sound sane.

Current Music: Beauty and the Beast-Nightwish
Current Mood: Crushed